Life
Washed by the sea
After the storm
Yesterday was a really difficult day for me and so today I am depleted of energy and feeling weak. While being with my two best friends and having a normal chat I felt my heart go warm as if slowly filling with a bit more love.
Misunderstood
Several times today I felt misunderstood. I felt a heaviness in my head, eyes and face and I cried every single time.
Sharing porridge
This morning a group of us sat around a table for a communal porridge that I had organised. I felt a glow and warmth in my heart to be there.
Confronted
There was a moment today when someone I was trying to explain something to, did not hear what I was truly saying and I felt that I was once again being misunderstood. When I realised this, I felt a surge of heat coming up my body to my head. I told them that I was going to remove myself from the conversation and just walked out.
When someone acknowledged me
There was a moment (When someone acknowledged me) that I had a surge of hot flowing energy from my abdomen through my core that fizzed as it spouted out the top of my head.
Turning someone down
There was a moment today when I had to turn someone important down that I felt my heart turn to lead and sink to the bottom of my gut while weighted hands curled around my shoulders and pressed them down.
A lot is happening
There is a lot happening that is exciting in my life right now. The messages I have been receiving from different people have created this amazing buzzing sensation all over my body. It is super awesome.
Just 5 more minutes…
There was a moment today when I was ignoring my morning alarm that I felt a warm, soft blanket of silk wrap around me and pull me tighter into a ball. Not even the sharp alarm, like a child poking the side of my head, could untangle me from the cozy ball I had become.
I know it’s cheesy but…
I feel a slight tension in my bicep as I pushed the knife through the block of off-white cheese with juicy red cranberries. As I lifted the slice to my mouth, it’s sharp scent hits my nostrils. I place the creamy heaven gently on my tongue and it starts to melt as if in slow motion. The sweet berries create tingles on my tongue and the roof of my mouth.