Life

Thinking about loss

There was a moment when I was thinking about my husband (who I am separated from) when I felt a solid, heavy, fizzy sensation in my chest.

Music in the rain

Vibrations_150pxThere was a moment today – when walking to a 9am test in the rain with my headphones on – that the beat from the music ran through my ears and down my body in waves. They pooled in my feet and gave my stride a bounce as if the ground was a trampoline and the world my playground.

The cold that seeps into your skin

I’m waiting for the car, just about 4 minutes, under-dressed in 3 degree cold Boulder and i can feel the shimmer, not quite a shiver, start at my core and start to move externally out. Its not painful but it is uncomfortable.

When a friend was being asked questions

Vibrations_150pxThere was a moment today (when a friend was being asked questions) that everything lit up. High vibrations everywhere followed by a hot flush washing over my head and down my back.

When plans were changing

There was a moment today (when plans were changing and i did not know what was going to happen next) that I checked my sensations and nothing had changed. there was still the tiny vibrations i mentioned the other day, there was no jump, no extreme. ‘I just was…..’

When someone told me they had some bad news

Fizzy_150pxThere was a moment today (When someone told me they had some bad news, i thought they or their partner were ill, it turned out to be related to my work and, to me, was not bad news! ) that I had a flush of hot fizzyness across my whole body.